"Thoughts"

Today in class mr. Palo did a lil test and it made me realize that we are being limited to our creativity. i only get creative when im given the chance like in a project or when im bored. why cant we use other forms to be creative and let my/our imagination flow and learn in fun ways. i want to be able to break that daily schedule and i also wanna be more free. i feel like i failed myself in so many ways because i was enthusiastic and now i could care less. how did this happen? that question keeps playing in my head over and over again. now how can i make a difference?